I've been feeling down lately. I've feel left out and insecure. I feel like everyone around me is out there to get me. I start to question myself. I start to be having flashbacks on what I've done that could make me feel that way. Even looking at my friends terrifies me whether or not I've done something to offend them. I don't know what to believe anymore. I can go around laughing, telling myself I'm okay but when I get home & the silence starts to take its route I can't accept the fact that I'm alone. Then I found this picture ::
When I had problems, I used to think of the unnecessary things and in the end, they all unravel by themselves. All those worries meant nothing then. I know now that they will all go away and there's no need to feel bad and to hate. I have histories, a dark one. And I vowed to myself to never let that happen. So why am I that dumb to let insecurities and doubts take over me? They're not vincible and yet so powerful. I shouldn't be so dumb and afraid & i wouldn't be anymore. :)
