Do you ever dream so much that you start to scare yourself? I mean have you ever just withdrawn from reality & made yourself a little home at the quarter of your mind? Then you dream up something ideal and all of the sudden you feel little waves of panic wash over you because you've just realized this whole mess you've made in your head. And the scariest thing you realized is that while you've been living above and beyond what you want in your mind, you haven't really been living in reality at all.

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Suicide.

Right now, I really wish I could just jump off a bridge. Some say dying is easy, no pain, no worries. Dying is just you, sleeping for eternity with no disturbance like wht you have when you were breathing. But, when my hands were on the edge, my mind starts to talk me out of it. Wht abt the after life? I'm a Christian & I do believe on judgement day. So those people lied. Wht awaits me after my I end my life is more harder than life itself. I'm not ready  face em... yet. Life; tho hard, there are some good times in it. All you have to do when you fall is to get back  up & don't look back. You can't have the easy way even if it's death. So now, tht made you stop & think abt it, right? Well you should. You may thought you had a bad day but you're not the only way. Just so you know, life didn't come with instructions. So just make yr own & live yr life for it's the only thing you could do rather than blaming it.

 

Sincerely,
Stacey Dgaf




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